Wednesday, December 16, 2015

Approaching another year.

Living your day by day unknowingly you are getting older ; it hits you sometimes.

I just turns 24 last October.
And  I am counting towards 25.
I always thought people around these age already figuring it out on what they gonna be,
how they gonna be, why they are choosing it and lastly their path collides perfectly with what
they had desired truly before.

I was wrong.
because i am here sitting in front of my laptop still wondering if every decision i made
from the past ;  did I really chose them , or I was afraid to choose the hard way?

to be honest,
I really think I am still in a moving boat with no destination to go and just doing some sight-seeing on
my left and right.

I am still choosing though.
Choosing what is the best for me.
Or is the best for others?

This is what happen when i got too far away from Him.
I think too much.
I should go back.

It's been months i didn't do it.
Gonna try again tonight.


I had fall too deep now.
i don't know if i should go back or keep going.

Friday, December 11, 2015

Adele 25

for the past few days i've been listening to Adele new album , 25.

that album is awesome, dude.

Every single song was like literally gonna shoot you straight on the heart.
Every single song was totally mesmerizing ; glimmering with heavy feeling that wasn't even there before.

I think the most high-drunk feeling-soul one is 'I Miss You'.
the starting of the song really gives me shivers.
feels like i've been missing someone for such a long time and couldn't be able to bear the
pain anymore.

snd yes. the song is sexy as hell.

'I want every single piece of you
I want your heaven and your ocean's too'

imagine someone desired you that much. wow.

'i miss you when the lights goes out. '

listen to it.
feel her sexy soul.

The saddest song 'All I Ask'.

I can even cry even when there's nothing to cry of listening to this song. haha

All I ask is
 If this is my last night with you
Hold me like I'm more than just a friend
Give me a memory I can use
Take me by the hand while we do what lovers do
It matters how this ends
'Cause what if I never love again?

*cry again at the corner room T.T

Because I know that pain.
I used to it before.
And I wish I don't have go through that anymore.