Tuesday, October 28, 2014

Works

Having to know someone who understand how your job is, is quite a bless.
But also risky.
Because no matter how much whining you gave him, he gonna tackle it right away.

And kenot mengadu byk2 coz he's at cyberjaya preparing for tomorrow UAT. Means he has much more things to do than i am.
And means, kenot kacau selalu. T.T

Currently i'm at MDI right now. Waiting for payroll processing since modul attendance x live lg.

Tengah import data.
Tak cek lg tally ke tak.
:(

And tgh demam.
Kenapa demam skrg,yana.. :(

Nak nangis.
Sbb nak balik... :(

Friday, October 17, 2014

Reality.

I worked today.
Despite my normal shift, is sunday till Thursday,
I still need to come to the office on friday as that's the only day my boss was on the office today for this week.

Too much things to do.
It will always bertambah.
I was supposed to go to the client's office today.
But i still havent finish tally kan data attendance diorg T.T

Went to eat lunch with kak yati and kak iza.
And kak yati ceritakan kisah cinta pertama dia sambil mata berkaca.

Gosh.
It must be hurting so much.
If tears still flowing until today, it must hurt so much.
So much until when you already married and you still remember the pain.

I've met people with the same stories.
Few still have the memory banks and immersed in it.
Few had move on and pray they forgot everything.
Few had known it was only fake feelings and choose the road that less hurt.
Few had left.
Few had cried.

And still,
Few have found theirs.
Few had to have and hold it.
Few had cherished it.

I guess we still hold on tighest to things we can't have because at some level,we know it really isn't ours.

I still don't know which one i was.
Or which one i am.
I guess no one knows.
And i really don't wanna know.

Dah tahu masa depan sendiri tak lah se best yang disangka.
Trust me.
I've been there.

Thursday, October 16, 2014

Rindu.

Lately ni along rindu atuk..
Rindu sangat2.. :'(
Dah lama atuk xdtg dlm mimpi along :(

Along rindu bau atuk.
Suara atuk..
Rindu borak dgn atuk..
Rindu nk peluk atuk :(

Atuk da xnak jumpa along?
Knpa da lama xdtg dlm mimpi along..
Atuk xsayang along da ke.. :(

Friday, October 10, 2014

Breakdown

I'm having a mental breakdown/stress/crying a bucket full of tears dan seangkatan dgnnya.

Kerja mmg mampu buat kau rasa kau kena jadi matang.
Semuanya atas bahu kau.
Semuanya dah jadi tanggungjawab kau.

Kalau aku mampu,aku tahan.

My first job.
But I'm not mature enough to handle it.
Now to fasten the process of being mature is like pushing yourself to jump off the cliff and pray you gonna be okay without any harms happen to your body.

Tp sekuat mana jiwa manusia selemah itu juga hati mereka.

Allah,permudahkanlah.
Allah,permudahkanlah.
Allah,permudahkanlah.